15/01/08
Another skiining time for Fei...
I went skiing over the weekend- I just returned now. I am so tired, carsick, and have a tremendous headache. Primarily, I didn't want to go skiing. Now, I have to admit, I enjoyed it. There were few disputes, but never mind that...
Did you all enjoy yourselves, too?
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05/01/08
Banners, banners, oh, happy new year!
I joined Cloud-Memories.NET's first banner contest... and made this banner! If you'd like to take it, go a head! >3<
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21/12/07
...Another story told-
Sometimes, I feel as if I am the narrator of another story being told- no, not the story of mine, but another. I walk, I see different things. Is this just a dream? Or is this another seperate section of my story? The story of my life...?
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25/11/07
SA: Specimen Artificiel
OK... Concentrating on writing & completing SA: Specimen Artificiel- you may find this ridiculous and taunt me about this, but I am going to publish this... If you want to read the latest updates of SA: Specimen Artificiel, click here (It needs to be updated again, though). You can also read the latest updates of Pray, La voyageur as well.
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08/11/07
Another student of GFLHS...
I got accepted! I am now one of those students of GFLHS... The competition was 1:8- I did well, didn't I?
As far as I know, I have to stay in the dormitory from now on.
Lala, so happy. Better go and study maths. :)
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28/10/07
Rain Star, a new version...
I changed Rain Star's look. Like it?
As Shelby said, I think I will apply for hosting at private domains... -_-zzzz...
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25/10/07
Departure of Lemon Thyme...
I knew it- I forsaw what would happen; I should have done something about it, but I did nothing. Mike chased Lemon Thyme out of the house while the house itself was vacant. Lemon Thyme never came back. I am indeed starting to get annoyed with Mikelline.
I wonder when he will come back?
I am taking an exam to go to high school- wish me good luck!
[EDITED]I am so freaking annoyed with CJB.NET and its annoying ads!!!! Anyone know a good free host with no ads? Banners like GeoCities is acceptable, but no pop-up ads or linked ads.... Yeah? Recommend if you know a good one? ;)
I am going to change my layout soon... Want to get a glimpse of it? Here it is...[/EDITED]
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30/09/07
Myanmar oppression...
While most of the nations in this modern era have already adapted the democracy, a country, newly named the Union of Myanmar, is yet under the power of repressive military government.
This military government is no better than the dictatorship that had once taken place in, perhaps, most of the place- people are suppressed of their sayings, what more, cannot even complain the rise of the oil price, which, of course, did influence the cost of their daily used transportations.
Not few days ago, the military was sent to repress the peaceful demonstration assorted with Myanmar monks and citizens, accosting and killing them.
Since the monks acted as conscience of the Myanmar community, it wasn't surprising that the monks had taken part in, and other citizens were raged to hear monks being ill-treated.
The Myanmar government has closed the borders, put down the media, restricted the visiting, inflicted curfew, restricted the meeting of more than five men, and repressed the protestors through this oppression.
The wanted democracy had been nullified of since 1988; numerous pro-democracy were killed, and democratically elected leader remains under house arrest.
Government is doing all it can do to prevent the flow of information, videos, photos of uprising going out by technology by cutting the internet; no success, many Myanmar bloggers have already passed what could be the proof of currently happening in the country.
Is the military afraid that other nations will further actions other than sanction already claimed?
The political and economic sanctions declared by the U.S and other western nations weren't taken seriously by the military.
Then what could be?
Other nations are augmenting the demand of calming down this event, especially China. China had declined to condemn Myanmar, which made me into thinking that the Myanmar regime had promised China something in return; Myanmar has strategic location, furthermore, it has resources China may and does need. China's rival, India, is abut upon Myanmar as well, and its opening to the Indian Ocean is rather attracting to China. China is the regime's featured ally, providing it with diplomatic help at international round-table despite that it is possible for China to gain disapproval from other nations. Now since the pressure on China to request Myanmar military junta to halt this repression is enhancing, China seems to be taking actions against the oppression, even though it is disinclined to do so: the Olympics are coming up in a year, which means China has to side with "major" countries.
China also had been the hub of communism of the world- even though it may be different from dictatorship or military-governed countries; its basis is partly not different from another. Citizens are not citizens with the meaning "citizen". This reminds me of what happened it the past history of Korea. From the end of 6.25 war between both lands of Korea, the president Sung-Man Lee tried to convert Korea, in critical situation, to an affluent country, but the democracy couldn't lay its roots deep in this confusion; this made Sung-Man Lee to lead the country in dictatorship. Maintaining the dictatorship, presidents elected afterwards oppressed the civilians shouting for democracy. Nearly 30 years later, Korea had been freed of dictatorship- the democracy had transformed Korea. I can surmise that, Myanmar may climb up the steps Korea had experienced, just like all history repeats itself endlessly.
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14/09/07
The most beautiful flower is...
One asked, "Which do you think is the most beautiful flower?"
Few replied, "Rose."
One replied, "Lily."
I replied, "The most beautiful flower in the world is the one that has made through the raging storm with sharp, blasting winds, and torrential rain that drops on the petals; the very one which overcomes this storm, and sheds beautiful light under the azure sky, letting its petals gain colours."
Which flower do you think is the most beautiful one?
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19/08/07
2 rabbits- Lavender & Lemon Thyme
Pa and I went to one of those typical Korean markets, and bought 2 rabbits; one is white with grey spots (Lavender) and one is brown (Lemon Thymes). Yes, I know I named them after the herbs in my garden. They're so adorable... They get easily frightened, especially whenever Mike (Mikelline) comes near. One thing I know for sure is that an enormous drooling dog comming nearer doesn't help those rabbits feel homely here...
I want to write about what happened at the market, but I only want nice things to read in today's post... *Sigh*
+_+ Feitania
Strange Fusion
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19/07/07
IQ Testing?
I took another IQ test, and the result came as 147! ^__^ It was higher than 99% of those who took the same test as me...
Ehehehehehehe ¢¾
I've been watching several horror movies lately... I recommend "Resident Evil" series & "Dawn of the Dead". On the other hand, the movies I strongly advise not to watch are: "Hills have eyes", "The Grudge 2", and "Texas Chainsaw Massacre". Those 3 are the most boring movies I have seen...
Since Sydney mentioned it, I am thinking of watching "Tidesland"... Sounds... er, interesting? Well, I first have to watch it before spitting out comments about it. ^0^;;
Loads of love and thanks goes to Rezina(http://rezinaco.wordpress.com), who made that lovely Killua avata specially for me... <3
Visit my new JournalHell blog? (JournalHell's really cool, you gotta join! Add me as your friend: DollyLove) The address is http://dollylove.journalhell.com! ^^
+_= FeitanLover
Strange Fusion
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04/03/07
... ¢ÓRevo ...
I must be going crazy.... Insanity must have taken over my heart & mind & brain... All I can think of the whole day is Revo-san.... I fell over my heel for him... That guitar-maniac keeps appearing in my dreams... I never fall in love before.... Is this lust or love? I wonder...
+_= FeitanLover
Strange Fusion
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22/02/07
10 bizarre facts about Fei...
I have been tagged by Sydney...
1. I fall in to the world of dreams & imagination when I begin to listen the songs I love.
2. Sometimes, when the night sky is clear, and the moon shines its luminous light, I either stand by the window or go outside and gaze at the celestial body of nature.
3. I am afraid of being alone. I don't mean being alone as in body, but being alone as nobody seems to care about me.
4. If I suspect the food of being tempered by or ... um, unhygienic, I throw the food away right away,
5. I hate sea food. Yes, I cannot eat sushi. However, it seems that sea-weed is one of my favorite food.
6. I enjoy either horror or fantasy kind- reads, movies, games, music, so on...
7. I am obsessed with SH (Sound Horizon).
8. I laugh when I am suppose to scream during horror movies.
9. Often, I find myself plucking my hair out... especially on my hands and um, above my forehead, on the line of hair. I only do that when I am under pressure or stressed out.
10. I am in love with characters from comics. T__T
I tag Kiyoi, Nefie, Dark Chii, Rezina, Tina, and YukiLover(Sherry)! <3
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28/01/07
Moved my site...
I moved my site from ROMM to RAINSTAR/RainStar... The current music on is "[903 page] The Doll" by SH. The lyric was touching that I was on the verge of tears when I read them... The song made me think of ROZEN MAIDEN... "I" in the song is the doll, herself. She craves for someone who would love her...
Noah is the leader of order of dark, which is a cult-group that believes in old chronicles that predicts the future.
The stories in Chronicles are sad and sorrowful, however, as much as they are sad, they are popular for this.
Noah... Lukia... Laetitia... Agnes... Chronica... Albers... Gepenbauer... Silen... The stories are woven around those characters... The album is a combination of fantasy and love, and perhaps, this is one of the reason I love this album & SH.
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24/01/07
903 page, The Doll
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The sky is crying...
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On an early evening, at the foot of the mountain far from the village
There is an empty room at a mansion
A girl is sitting in a chair
I talk to the doll, but I receive no answer...
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...I don't expect an answer
The girl stares into the darkness with glass marble-like-eyes...
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I don't like mirror- it never reflects anything
A world like this should be destroyed...
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Mamas see me as one of instruments for trade
I don't need anything such as the truth...
I didn't need the ability to see the future...
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I wonder what number current mama is
Love... The tenderness...
However, these are what I want...
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¡¸Mama, love me... Mama, love me¡¦
Mama, love me, Mama¡¦¡¹
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ãÁªÎòªÞªÃª¿è©Ý§ªÇ ªÒªÈªêò¹ËܪòðÛªêÚ÷ª¹¡¦
Ending after starting, and starting after ending
On the stage which the owner and audience changes every time
I act the girl who can read the future
I repeat the drama alone in a mansion where the time has stopped...
äáªÀ û窤äáªÀ ðûåêªÏäáªÀ
ªÉª³ªÞªÇªâáÙª¯äáªÀ á¦Í£ªÎÍýªÆªÏù¼ô¥ªÀ?
ª¤ª¯ªéÜƪ¤ªÆªâ ª³ªÎÔ³ªÎ໪ÏäáªÀ¡¦
It's the darkness. The deep darkness. It's the darkness of the death
It's the darkness that continues to no-where. Where is the end of the World?
No matter how much I walk forward, this path is dark...
Ú±ÕΪè ýÙª¤òñßíªè ðûåêªÎûó⩪è
Ù°û¼«Î«¢ úÆ÷Ϊ«¯«í«Ë«¯«ë
ðĪ¯ù¼ªâª«ªâðûªïªéª»ªÆ¡¦
Future, order of dark, flood of death
Ah, Noah, Chronicle full of lies
Please destroy everything quickly...
¡¸«Þ«ÞÞçªòäñª·ªÆ «Þ«ÞÞçªòäñª·ªÆ¡¦
«Þ«ÞÞçªòäñª·ªÆ «Þ«Þ¡¦¡¹
¡¸Mama, love me... Mama, love me¡¦
Mama, love me... Mama¡¦¡¹
ÍöªÏë誤ªÆª¤ªë
ר׵ªµªÌìÑû¡ªËÓÛªïªÃªÆ¡¦
The sky is crying
For the doll that cannot cry any tears...
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NOTE: I translated all of those... I know, I made quite many mistakes in translating, but enjoy the story anway. ^^;; This is one of songs from album, CHRONICLE... It's a song that's suppose to tell stories to the listener.
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